It’s slowly going away and I’m starting to realize that reality is not what this is.
My head i spinning but i need to keep my mind ckear and push away all the bad if I will ever get pass this.
It’s only been a coulpe of days,but I’m starting to forget so it’s not that slow.
My ex has now returned to his ex and I feel that it’s no longer any point for me even trying anymore…
I need to let him go once and for all, but it’s not going to be easy.
I need to start to see him as just and friend and nothing else.
I’m always gonna have some feeling for him that never gonna go away.
But I need to get pass this so I can find happines some where else, and with someone else. It’s gonna take time even if I want it to pass now.
I need to be strong even if it’s hard.
I need to let him go….
I hate being without you!
Why can’t you understand that I’m still in love with you?
I know that you know deep inside you feel the same way.
So stop hanging after that shit you after know and realize that we could have it so much better before shr distroys you completly!
Xoxo Your ex and future girlfriend!